the best you never had
Is it that I never pay enough attention? Or do I not give enough affection? Not only will your answers keep me sane but I'll know never to make the same mistake again. You can tell me to my face or even on the phone. You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know. Do I never treat you right? Do I always start the fight? Either way, I'm going out of my mind all the answers to my questions I have to find. My head's spinning, Boy, I'm in a daze. I feel isolated don't wanna communicate. I'll take a shower, I will scour I will rub. To find peace of mind the happy mind I once owned, yeah. Vexing vocabulary runs right through me the alphabet runs right from A to Z. Conversations, hesitations in my mind you got my conscience asking questions that I can't find. I'm not crazy. I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no. I'm just waiting 'cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long. Never ever have I ever felt so low when you gonna take me out of this black hole? Never ever have I ever felt so sad the way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad. Never ever have I had to find, I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind. I've Never ever had my conscience to fight the way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right. I'll keep searching deep within my soul. For all the answers. Don't wanna hurt no more. I need peace, got to feel at ease. Need to be. Free from pain - going insane. My heart aches, yeah.